I have so many characters but still I don't want to give up on any of them
The third and final part of the Jealousy-Despair-Hope concept. I decided to not add any info in this since she has the same height and stuff like Jealousy. She just look a bit healthier.
Hope represent my happiness. When Jealousy dies she becomes reborn as Hope. Hope doesn't have as much power as Jealousy and Despair, but she rarely needs it anyway. When it's Hope's time there's usually some mess to clean up after Jealousy. Hope's time is also the shortest. She is content with her surroundings, yet she's the only one of the three who's trying to break the cycle as she's aware of the pain Jealousy both causes to others and herself. However, Jealousy is the only one who knows how to break the cycle, she's the one who started it by trading away her heart. Despair is too overwhelmed by her misery to try to break the cycle. When Hope is reaching the end of her time the feathers becomes grey and fall off. At that point she usually chains herself up in a desperate attempt to steal time from Jealousy (though it usually doesn't take long for Jealousy to break out from them).Also, it's kind of obvious but I did some changes to my style. Lately I've been feeling that I've been unhappy about my style. The thing is, I've always been in love with the anime/manga style. But during high school I got a lot of crap for my drawings and the style so I tried to go more to the realistic/semi-realistic style because I thought getting nice comments would make me feel better. Instead I just found out that I no longer drew for myself but for others, I drew things I didn't even enjoy drawing. Even though I no longer give a shit about if people find my style crappy or not, I still have this habit of trying to make my style more and more realistic. I don't enjoy that. So I decided to do a change in my style, going more towards the anime/manga style once again and I found that I really enjoyed it. I didn't have this constant thought of "this needs to be in line with this and half of the size of this" and so on (basically trying to go along with normal anatomy). I want to scrap those anatomy rules in my drawings. Of course my style is already heavily influenced by anime/manga so the change isn't that drastic. But in the way I drew it was a huge change. I enjoyed it a lot more and all those voices commenting that my style sucks, well, they are no longer present ^.^
Soo, that was an unnecessary long message about my drawing-style x'D But I thought that it would be nice to have some explaining to why my style is changing. I just needed to do something so that I could enjoy drawing more and it worked! Oh and I might not post anything for a while now D: Welovefine.com is going to have another contest with Hatsune Miku as theme! I did fairly well in the "I Can Has Cat" contest with my grumpy cat design so I thought that why not try again It isn't open for submissions yet but I thought that I might as well start early with my designs and I will try to get 5 done ^.^ I will post them here when the contest is open for submissions (so that I can post a link for people to vote if anybody would like to help me out too ^.^).